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INTROSPECTRE

I know I promised to update you on all the festivities this season has brought but, I’m not done partying yet, so no updates on that. In the meantime, I’m writing something more for me than anything else.

You see, my blog is lets me take a step away from myself and see my thoughts, my actions, my feelings from a third person perspective. That way when I need insight I can look at things from a bigger picture. Kinda like Professor Dumbledore’s Pensieve in the Harry Potter world.

You see these past few days I’ve been, for a lack of a better term, not myself. I’m irritable, impatient, moody, sometimes downright mean. I have different thoughts arguing among themselves inside my head. For the longest time I’ve felt rather at peace, so why all of a sudden the shake up? I don’t feel good about it too. Maybe all the alcohol has taken a toll on my psyche? God knows I’ve downed my fair share this season. Whatever it is I better figure out what exactly is the matter. It’s driving me nuts.

On the upside though is that my drumming has been kicking ass lately. Maybe the “disturbed” mental state is inversely proportional to my playing skill. I’m giving it a few days for it to go away on its own. Otherwise I’ll have to have a serious chat with the mirror.

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“INTROSPECTRE”